JasonSiah

It's unbelievable.. From regretting to join the marathon..
Till the excitement & thrilled that we felt together..
This was indeed another great journey & new experience of J..

KL Towerthon.. This is the 1st Marathon of 2009 for me..
It might be the last for me in 2009 too..
As I really dislike marathon.. Yes, I still dislike it! =P

To be able to climb up to the top of the Tower..
I feel like in the Miracle again.. Thrilled to the max!
The weird thing is.. In fact, all of us din feel pain or too tired..
Miraculously, we all managed to reach to the Top.. Oh yeah!..

Anyway, it's a wonderful experience.. **I'm not joining the next one ya!.. =P
And right after that, we went for a very nice & great brunch of DIMSUM!..

As what Joel said previously..
Let's Rock The Tower!!..
& We Did It SoLoBies!!.. =)

 

I have no idea why I promised Juit to go for the Marathon!..
Yes.. Another Marathon!.. And this time is to conquer KL Tower!
After the previous experience of 10km Marathon..
I'm really really scared now to go for this KL Tower's challenge!
I really hope that it won't end up like the previous time.. (*CHOI!!..)

KL Tower.. What do I know about KL Tower?
I know nothing to be frank and I have been UP there for only ONCE!
Yes.. So, tomorrow gonna be my 2nd time to be UP there..
Well.. I hope I can make it.. Takkan half-way give up kan? LoL

Have to wake up really early tomorrow!
Even earlier than working!!! Yes, 5.30am!!!
My God~ Why do I wanna make myself suffer leh???
I also dunno.. Just can tell myself this..

"KL Tower!.. Here We Come!!.."
Hopefully, I won't Pengsan lor! Haha!

~J~
Jason Siah

Received a surprise from someone special today!..
A Valentine's gift!.. =D Yeah..
This is my 2nd Valentine's gift after the gift from Auntie Karen!!!!
This time is a real one!.. No more BUM Equipment ya! LoL

I just wanna show my appreciation of it..
I really Love it so much!.. Thanks Lovely PC.. =D

With Love,
~J~
Jason Siah
 

Well.. Please trust me.. I have never received any Valentine's Gift ever before!

I have no idea why.. Never really celebrated Valentine's Day..
It's always another ordinary day for me even though the fact is, it's Extraordinary day..

This year.. I got a surprise!..
Yes!.. I got my very 1st Valentine's Gift Ever!!!..
OMG~ I am sooooo surprised and happy!..
And guess what?.. The gift is from my mum, Auntie Karen! lol



What is it? It's just a normal underwear..
Why she bought it? Cos, all my aunts bought for their husbands..
And I have been the more-important-man in my mum's heart..
So, I got the gift instead of my dad of course!!! Haha!..

Really really funny!.. But still excited and glad!
Just speechless la.. =P

My first ever Valentine's Gift..
It's B.U.M Equipment lor~~~~~~

We are always waiting for Love..
When Love comes.. You will expect more..
When you expect more.. You will get disappointed even more..
BUT.. The thing is.. We still want Love..
Who doesn't?

Valentine's Day is always a normal day for me..
This year.. Would not be extra special..
As it is another ordinary 14 February..
But.. Deep down in my heart..
I am happier.. Feel sweeter..

I always want a strong relationship..
How strong is strong?..
I dunno.. What I know is I want it badly..
However, when it comes to relationship..
We must be extra careful..
Perhaps, simple is still the Best!..

Nothing much.. I feel great now in fact!..
And it's Valentine's Day already..
14 February.. It's another ordinary to me..
But it might be a very special and important day..
For many of us.. You you and you perhaps.. =)

May you all stay happily ever after with your partner..

Happy Valentine's Day!...

With Love,
~J~
Jason Siah

新年又到了。。
牛年你有什么愿望呢？
我希望能开开心心，健健康康。。
心想事成。。

也希望你们都一样哦！！。。
今年应该是我人生中第一次在年初三就要开工的一年。。
真的不爽咯！。。唉~~没办法咯。。

现在已经是年三十晚了。。
睡个觉，醒来就要准备团圆饭了。。
兴奋的感觉有来了。。
妹妹明天就回家。。
和我们一起团圆。。
这真得很重要。。
至少我们一家人还是完完整整的。。

虽然是有些不开心的事情发生了。。
但是。。我还是觉得希望在人间。。
只要我们有希望和信念。。
我们一定会得到幸福的。。

祝大家也一样。。
身体健康。。
开开心心。。
恭喜发财。。
最重要的是。。

心想事成！！。。

~J~
Jason Siah

The Duuuu was tired..
Sitting for exam..
But last paper has ended..
And now.. Preparing for Eiffel Tower..

The Senget-Kepala was tired..
Too busy in office..
No time to process the works..
But now.. Resting well @ Mome Sweet Home..

When The Duuuu met with The Senget-Kepala..
They made each other Smile and Laugh..
And the day turned so Bright..
The Duuuu pretended to be like The Senget-Kepala..
Copy & paste?.. It's so damn funny..

The Duuuu gave out a kiss..
Face turned RED.. The Duuuu was Blushing!!..
That was soooo kewl and sweet..

That how it is..
When The Duuuu Meets With The Senget-Kepala..

Love,
~J~
Jason Siah

How do you celebrate last night Countdown?...
Is it watching Fireworks outside with your friends or family?
Or having home party with closest friends?..
Or just staying @ home watching tv?..

I had a very simply yet wonderful night..
I had a short and nice dinner with D..
We ordered a lot of food which for 4 persons to eat!!..
But, we finished all the food only by 2 of us!!!...
We also had a nice chat about people around us..
Not forgetting about our family matters too..

I have already planned before the dinner that I wanted to go home earlier..
Just to skip all the jam and crowd!.. I dun really like Countdown..
So.. I managed to reach home early without stuck in the jam..

At home.. I also countdown with my special friend..
It was soooo special that I will not forget this countdown for the rest of my life..

No details.. Just to share that I am really excited and happy..
Even until now I am still smiling because of last night.. =)

Hope everyone has enjoyed their countdown too..

 

2. Abang Osmy's Surprise Partee
This is a surprise partee for Abang Osmy but heard that..... the surprise failed! haha.. Anyway, I believe he has enjoyed himself that nite with all the wishes from his friends.. The joy of gathering is the best of all!! We had the partee in Delicious, Bangsar~~ The food was great and the partee was cool!.. Abang Osmy.. Wish you Happy Bday again.. May You Be Blessed with Love and Happiness.. =)





3. Stephanie's BIG Bday Partee (21st Years Old!)
Oh yeah.. Which birthday is the most important in our life? To me, I stil think that 21st is the most important as it remarks that you are turning to an ADULT lor!.. Of course, that cant determine whether you are a real adult or not but at least.. It is still a REMARK ok?!.. =P The partee was really a BIG one!.. We enjoyed ourselves there very very much~ The food was sinfully fantastic!.. She even had the Lorry of the LokLok there!!.. Really Sorry Naik Lorry!!.. =P Steph, you are turning adult very soon lor!.. Hehe~ Stay Cool and Stay B***** ya!.. =P Love you always~~~



5. The 1st Real Christmas Partee
Here comes the 1st Christmas Partee of 2008.. But it is with a gang of Old + New friends.. Dada's friend has invited us to join them for this partee.. A potluck partee instead and of course with Turkey.. Not forgetting exchanging gift!!.. =) We know a lot of new friends that night of course.. But not all I get to talk to.. Anyway, enjoyed myself that nite.. With the nice design of the house and the good food!.. =)





6. Xmas Partee @ Puncak Alam
Of course not forgetting the Christmas celebration with the Gang itself!!.. This round.. It's really a silent one.. Very simple~ No theme.. No games.. No masks.. But a very simple and nice gathering with close friends.. Spending quality time on this blessed night of Christmas.. =) And we all tasted the BEST turkey of the year!!.. Cooked by Le Roy!!!!.. Thanks LR~ The Turkey was really awesome!!.. Cant wait for next year! hahaha~





7. Simon's Birthday Partee
Last but not the least.. Simon's birthday partee!!.. Of course, this nite.. We also prepared the decoys for the 3 December Babies including Osmy & Steph!!!.. 3 of them have turned into Christmas Tree, Rudolph as well as The Santa Claus!!!!.. Hohoho!.. What I can say is.. This is the Best Partee of the Year!! I just LOVE it so much!.. =) Hope 3 of you did enjoy yourself! And Simon! Thanks for being such a great friend and brother throughout the year! May Your Life Be Filled With Love & Happiness.. Stay Cool & Cute!.. =P







And now.. Let's look forward to the brand new year of 2009..
Wish that it will be a better and more wonderful year...
More happiness & joyful things to come!.. =)

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year my dearest friends..

Love,
~J~
Jason Siah

 

Oh yeah~~ Another half a month, it would a brand new year!..
What have I done and gone through in year 2008??..
Oh~~ A lot man.. A lot.. Ups and downs as I mentioned in previous post..
But.. Today.. I would just like to share about the happy moments..
Why? Isn't we also need to appreciate the down time we had to learn?
Yes.. We do.. However, I really wish to just remember the happy ones..
Let's share the 10 things that I feel happiest for the year of 2008!..

1. SoLoBies' First Little Princess.. Olivia..
Oh yeah.. Upon the 1st SoLoBi to get married, GoldFish has delivered us the very 1st SoLoBies' Little Princess.. Olivia Gan!.. Of course, with her presence in our life.. It becomes even merrier and happier!!.. We definitely enjoy more with her around us in our gathering.. We are now her KaiYehs and KaiMas leh!.. =) Wishing her All The Best and Grow Up in Pink of Health!!!..



2. Body Jam's Kaki --> Close Hang-Out Friends!
This year, I have got to know a bunch of Body Jam's Kaki!.. We are all crazy and sampat ppl!.. =P Thus, we get along very well.. Very fast!.. And of course.. Besides than just Body Jam or gym.. We have done a lot of other things! We hang-out together almost all the time.. Movies, Karaoke, Yamcha, Gatherings.. And of course, not to forget about Birthday Partees!!!!.. We had it almost every months!!.. It's kinda tiring.. But, I guess, each and everyone of us had our joyful time in the partees!.. =) After all, celebrating birthday is always a happy and wonderful thing for me to do..



3. Congratulations to Bro, Waiboon & YY!!..
Dang dang dang dang!!.. I am really thrilled and excited for my bro, Waiboon and Yy to at last decided to get married!!!.. To go on their journey of life together.. This is really a very great news for me.. As I am 1 of the people who has actually witnessed how their love and relationship started.. From 0 to 110!.. They are really a good match!.. From the appearance to their personalities.. Maybe, they are far away physically even after marrying to each other but.. I believe that their hearts are always together.. Such pretty and good looking couple like them.. Truly make a lot of ppl jealousing them for sure.. =) I wish them Happy Always.. Stay Cool & Good my dearest Bro & Ah Sou!.. Hehe! Bila Mau BERANAK!? =P




4. I'm In a MIRACLE!..
I can't NOT mentioning about the MIRACLE of 2008 event!!.. I have never regreted to join this year MIRACLE and it has really given me alot alot of things!.. Especially friendships!!.. We named ourselves as The RATTs for the competition.. However, at the end.. It turns out only well be The Thorns.. Well, it's normal to hv dramas in our life and throughout this competition, I really really had enough of the dramas! However, I have learnt a lot from the dramas!.. Still.. No regret~ I have got Kk, Colin & Simon as my very Teammates!.. They are my best friends forever!!.. They are great and wonderful friends who always be there to help me and lend me their ears if I need to talk to someone.. I still remember, there was once.. I was truly sad due to something not too good which has happened.. They are the ppl around me to cheer me up.. To accompany me.. To listen to me.. And to advise me.. They are my Miracles!.. =)




5. PHUKET!!..
Last year was BALI.. This year.. PHUKET's time!!.. Such a wonderful trip with different gang of friends.. Ya.. Kinda ROJAK this round but we enjoyed ourselves too!.. I am not sure whether the next overseas trip will be turned out next year or not (economy crisis.. No bonus..), so it becomes a good one.. Hehe! Pic says it all!..




6. LangKaWi Trip!..
Another wonderful trip with the gang! Upon getting 1st Runner Up in the Miracle competition.. We have also won a stay in LangKaWi.. So, all of us has embarked to this very great trip!!!.. We really enjoyed to the max in this trip!.. We had "Sarung" nite too!!.. And I will never forget that night!!.. Cos.. My hair was on FIRE that night!.. Hmm.. Lazy to explain.. Just look at the pic.. It says it all!.. Hehe~ I also cant forget the great moment we had jumping on top of the tall tall bridge!.. =P The best thing in this trip is the time I could spend with my friends.. Nothing can describe that.. =)





7. Marathon!
This is the 1st time I joined Marathon~ I hv completed the 10km Marathon with the support and help from my friends!.. Frankly speaking, I don't really like to join such an event.. Cos, I just don't like to run or jog! Haha~ But, it's really a satisfaction for me to complete the run!.. The unfortunate thing, I sprained my both legs in this Marathon!! OMG~~ Speechless.. =P Next year.. Perhaps we should try Treasure Hunt??? I LOIKE!




8. J's Pinkie-Bear Birthday!..
This year.. I got a very JENG birthday partee from my gang!!.. It was indeed the BIGGEST and MOST SPECIAL birthday partee that I have ever had in my 26 years life!.. They threw with me this very surprising birthday partee.. Okok.. Not as surprise as it is.. Haha~ But, it was really a wonderful one! I got a lot of wishes from them~ I got a very SEDAP cake.. Mango-licious from Secret Recipe! I got very JENG birthday presents!.. The best is the Scrapbook that I got from them~ Nearly make me cry!!.. But of course.. They surely need to turn me into an alien before giving me all those good things!! Look @ the pic.. Yes, I am a Pinkie-Bear!.. LOL




9. Show Mi Again!
Oh yeah~~ No matter it is Show Mi AGAIN or AGAIN and AGAIN.. I will still LOVE it!!!.. It is such a great concert and I am so so impressed with Sammi's nice voice and stage performance nowadays!.. Just so DIVA and GOOD!.. The surprise is.. I saw her just right in front of me!.. Perfect ending for the concert! I am wishing for Show Mi Again and Again! =P Nonetheless, it's the time I could have spent with my close friends in Genting which makes this very trip a complete one.. =)




10. Sophia Mau Kahwin Lo!..
Last but not the least, my sister, Sophia & Lifu's ROC~ Ya, registration.. Early huh? Well.. They just planned to register first but wedding.. Not so fast.. Maybe another 2 years time.. The thing is.. They still treat that they are SINGLE now.. Oh gosh.. Pengsan!.. =P




There you are!.. 10 good things for now~
And I hope there are more good things in coming years!!!.. =)

Wish everyone the same..

~J~
Jason Siah

Time flies.. So fast, November is going to be over..
11 months of 2008.. If you ask me how's 2008?
I would really have no idea on how to give you a "round-up" answer..
Cos.. It's really a mixture year of happy and sad things..
Mixture of appreciation and disappointment..
Very hard to define such a year.. But I think I got a phrase..
A very simple yet meaningful and normal phrase..
"Ups and Downs"..

I got to know a lot of new friends this year..
It's really a very busy year.. With lots of activities..
Parties.. Movies.. Gatherings.. Yamchas..
Dinners.. Shoppings.. Trips.. Bitchings.. Haha! =P
Very great companions I shall say.. Wonderful friends..
Of course, among them.. I got a few which get really close with me..
I appreciate that very very much..

Last year, I was really happy as my dad's case has been settled..
We just concentrate on making sure that our financial is under control will do..
However, bad things will always come together with good news..
It's just like a package! U won't have the chance to taste all the sweet things..
You would have to feel the sour and bitter as well to make it complete..
This year.. We have tasted both! In a very short period!!..
That.. I am very disappointed~

This year bonus was really fantastic.. Economy was not bad last year..
My work is great.. I got really nice TeamLeader and colleagues..
Working environment is acceptable even though it's a bit far..
After working could go for favourite Body Jam class..
Working is hectic but still manageable..
I appreciate this very much..

However, due to the economy crisis which just happened..
Our CEO has sent all of us a very long email~~
Informing us about the bonus next year.. Gonna be NO GOOD..
My beloved TeamLeader has transferred to another department..
Last Friday was her last day in BBCSC..
I really do not know how we gonna be without her presence..
Work is gonna be reallllllllly packed and difficult..
These.. I am very disappointed!..

There are a lot more to share as 2008 is really a very rapid year..
Meaning that it has past so fast which i nearly forgotten, it's the end of the year already.
It also means that we are so busy and packed in our life...
Will share more next round..

Tomorrow is a brand new month~
The 1st day of the month~
But the last month of the year~

Do you have anything to share in 2008?
Byebye November.. Welcome December..

Lately I miss him so much~~ Miss the time we could have spent together..
Miss his laughters.. Miss his crazy + sampat..
Miss his TomYam face and words.. Miss him........ =P



Siapa dia?.. Dia lah.. Kk!..
Wanna talk about this very special friend today..
He is 1 of the very special friends that I have..
His appearance has really spiced up my life!!..
We know each other for less than 1 year in fact..
But, hell knows why we are so closed and I feel like knowing him for years!



What is so special about this friend then?..
He is a very nice and handsome guy obviously.. (So lame..)
He is a fun and interesting guy.. Wonderful friend..
He is always a good listener to me.. Also advisor..
His words always straight to the point and BOOM!..
At the same time, he is a friend to have fun with..
He is the one who would ride the crazy CUP (in Genting) with you..
Until you pengsan in the cup itself!... Haha!..
He is the one who can boogie with you in B.Jam class..
With lots of BUTT actions and hyper activeness..
He is the one who would eat together with you like nobody business..
Until he eats your part as well!.. (Haha! No la.. He pays for it!)
He is also the one who can sing with you non-stop..
Either in Karaoke or in Concert!!!!!!!







Frankly speaking, he always give me the image of an Elder Brother..
Cos.. He takes good care of me.. He sides me.. He helps me..
He advices me.. He cares about me.. He loves me...
Of course, as a return.. I take good care of him too..
Help him.. Advise him.. Care about him and Love him too..
We are so clicked and I really really LOIKE that so much!
It is very hard indeed to find a friend who can click so much with you..
And well.. I am Lucky.. I found few!.. He is one of them! =)



Back to the top topic.. Why do I miss him so much lately?
Oh well.. Due to his work.. New position and responsibility..
He hardly join us recently.. Not the Body Jam class..
Not the movie.. Not the dinner.. Not the yamcha..
But, we have to be understanding.. It's his job!....
So, we support him.. And hope everything is fine for him..



My dearest Abang Kk.. This post is specially dedicated to you..
I know your new job and position has bring you lotsa works..
Pressure.. Tense.. Milo.. And PIMPLES!!!!..
But, I hope that you will take good care of yourself..
Drink more water.. Do more mask.. Facial..
Don't forget that we are always here waiting for you..
Especially me.. To boogie with you.. To sing with you..
To laugh with you.. To tomyam together with you.. =D

Thank you so much for the "BFF" title that you have given me the other day..
It was really meaningful for me even though you might not realise that..

So.. Please remember that whenever you told me that you Miss Us alot..
All of us also saying the same to you.. Miss You Leh!.........



~J~
Jason Siah

Love is such a complex element in this world..
No matter how easy and simple you take it..
Or you look at it.. It is still complex~~ Undeniably..

To me, to be fallen in love with someone is not easy..
Feelings must be there.. The comfort must be there..
Timing.. Conditions.. Background.. Outlook.. Personality..
Whoa~~ It's a lot to be taken in consideration..

However, when u really fall in love with someone..
Do you really think that you have the time to consider all the above-mentioned?
I doubt so.. Of course, we can be rationale in this part..
But, to me.. Rationale sometimes would lose to my feelings..
And when that happens.. J would turn into someone else totally..
Yeah.. It is NOT good~~~~.......

Compatibility is very important too..
We always say this person not good here and not good there..
What about ourselves?.. Am I that good?..
Am I that perfect?? HELL NO! Nobody is perfect!
So, how do we find someone really compatible with you?
It's hard.. But not impossible.. After all, nothing is impossible..
If you really find one who is damn compatible with you...
Do grab him / her and appreciate it till the end~~
If not, then we have to think of numerous ways to make things right..
What does that supposed to mean?

To me.. Compatibility is something that we can change..
Something that we can also build and make it grows in a relationship..
Why? Because we are in love.. When we are in love.. We will make changes..
We will make sure that the compatibility is achieved..
Of course.. When it's failed.. There comes the drama and breakups..

I do not want to stay in previous freaking sad and down history..
So.. What I can do is.. Just to be myself..
And.. When you earn someone to love you by just being yourself..
There, you could find true love.. There, you could find the most beautiful person..
There, you can find a chance of building up a great relationship..

The Day I Learn About Love..
Is The Day I Learn About You..

 

Just back from a 3 days 2 night Singkapoh trip with my gang..
It was a good one.. Relax, non-pressure, simple, eat, fun, laughters, show etc..
Well.. It started badly.. My own fault.. So careless..
I left my wallet in the bus company!!!!! OMG~~
It was so scary when I could not find it while the bus has already departed!!!..
Thanks to LR for helping me to call back to the company and what a relieved!..
The gal, Azie in the other end of the phone told me she found the wallet..
I hv no idea why I was soooooo damn careless!!
Anyway, I have got my punishment..
Millions of Cells in my body have died in the process!!.. Hahaha~~
Also, thanks to all for lending me Cash.. So that I won't die in hunger! =P
 

We stayed in Berjaya Hotel located @ Tanjung Pagar on first nite..
Nothing much on this day so we decided to pay a visit to the Night Safari~
And to our surprise, it was Halloween Nite Theme!!!...
So, the Night Safari has turned to a very interesting event from just a boring one..
Rather than you look at the animals and they look back at you, we saw some "Ghosts" too!..
So, it becomes really interesting and exciting! We had really great time there!..
The animals show is a blast too!.. Credit goes to the amcee! Haha..





2nd Day.. We checked out and checked in to Grand Central Hotel located @ Orchard Road..
Hmm.. But we did not spend much time here in the hotel room~~
After checked in, we went out and walked from CityHall MRT station to Esplanade..
It was not a short distance I could say.. I was so tired and sleepy..
I was having flu.. And migraine at the same time which makes things worse!!..
So, it was soul-out-of-body day for me!... Very da tiring!!...
Until the Avenue Q show started!.. My migraine went off for that 2 hours!..
The show was really cool! Hilarious and funny! I LOIKE! =D



At night, we went to ChinaTown for dinner.. The food there was so-so..
But at least, better than the first night one!.. Haha..
Well.. In this trip, we really makan a lot!.. Just like today..
After ChinaTown dinner, we went to McD for a drink..
Hmm.. Not really JUST a drink.. We did order ice-cream and chicken wing..
Kk & Ehsan even ordered Burger!!!!... 2nd dinner ke?..
Then we went to walk around.. Ended up in a dessert kinda restaurant!..
They ordered cakes, puff and brownies!!!!.. 3rd Round leh~~~



Jocelyn and Julian came to find me there~
We sit a while and proceed to the Japanese Restaurant upstairs..
We chatted and enjoyed the food there.. Very nice seeing Joce..
Then we walked back to Grand Central Hotel.. Quite a distant..
Here, I received a sms from Colin..
They were having 4th Round in the foodcourt opposite theHotel!!!!
I felt so BLOATED already especially with SingKaPoh food...
Of course the main reason is.. TAK SEDAP la!.. =P



3rd Day.. Nothing much, we went to have our breakfast..
A Heavy breakfast, what's new kan?.. Dimsum!..
At last, I found my CHAM ICE! But not good at all!!!.. haha~
Then we checked out from hotel.. We went to Novena Square..
It's the place where our bus will depart..
There, I had the most delicious food in Singapore~ haha!
The Mos Burger!!!!! Japaness type of burger! I LOIKE!
At last, I found smth good in Singapore lor.. hehehehe!..
And we managed to shop a while while..
4 of us, (LR, S, C and myself) bought the same short pant!
Cos it is so cantik & quite cheap~~~~~~~~~
Then, we balik dengan senyuman yg sungguh gembira~~ LoL




This trip was really wonderful in terms of the itinerary..
In fact, we dont have any itinerary at all!!!.. We just go spontaneously..
In turned out really good!.. Really simple but wonderful!.. =D
I told others that I am a little regret for agreeing to this trip..
Due to my tight budget but now.. I hv to take back my words..
Cos, I hv no regret and I am really really happy to be part of it!!..
Thanks to everyone for the help and support~ (saya hilang wallet!) haha!..



But I really really wanna tell myself.. I don't wanna go Singkapoh next year..
No more Singkapoh Trip 2009 lor!!!!!!!!!!! =P

When the first time my little heart told myself that I fall for you..
I could not believe it myself.. But nothing is impossible..

Your down to earth and your humble are so attractive to me..
Your gentle personality is really a blast for me..
I think you are really charming..
The feeling is so good and comfortable to be with you..
To be able to spend time with you..
Talk to you.. Eat with you.. Walk with you..
Dance with you.. Share with you..
And even sing with you..
Are always my pleasure..

However, when we are not meant to be together..
Means we are not and I have to accept it..
It is really difficult and I do not want to give up..
Even though I have told myself numerous times to do so..
I still keep on with my stand based on my own feelings..

How far can we go? How long can I stand?
When we love someone whom doesn't love us..
It is always turn to a burden at the end of the day..
No matter how easy you take it.. How loving you think about it..
You will feel tired and exhausted.. And at last.. Giving up..

BUT to me.. I would rather put it this way..
To let go and to move one.. Rather than giving up..
I still love you.. I can't deny the fact..
But I will keep it deep down my heart..
Lock it well.. And let it stays there.. Forever..

It is the time for me to let go and move on..
To find someone that truly suitable for me..

I really would love to wish you be happy always..
Go on with all your dreams and your feelings..
May you get your true happiness and love..

 

I do not want to feel so miserable again anymore..
Why should I have to taste this kind of misery?..
Because I want to to be the good guy?
Because I want to show how caring I am?
Because I want to let you know how understanding I am?

No No No!

It's just simply because I LOVE You..

Yes, love does not need returns..
We love someone sincerely..
We would treat him/her super nice..
We would care about him/her for everything..
We would like to spend time with him/her everyday..

But.. We do not need returns.. Don't we?...

I am not sure about this anymore..
Because we are only HUMAN BEINGS..
I feel really tired.. Exhausted..
I do not want to "take it or leave it"..
Because I Love You and I want you to be a better person..

However, perhaps you are right..
If I really love you, I should have accepted you as YOU..
Not a fake you.. Not a pretender you..

Ya.. Perhaps you are right..
And.. I think I have realised..............................

Wish you always bhappy..
I LOVE YOU..

 

My life is full of Dramas!..
Sometimes, it's just too much..
Too much until I feel can't breath..
Too much until I feel like vomitting..
Too much just like Spice Girls' song..

"Too much of Something is bad enough,
But Something's coming over to make me wonder,
Too much of Nothing is just as tough,
I need to know the way to feel to keep me satisfied......"

Sorry.. Naik Lorry.. Suddenly feel like singing..
See~~~ So Drama right? J is drama.. That's why Life also Drama!.. =P

Let's review back the Drama which happened last Friday night~
Which in fact caused me to stop online for the last weekend!..

Last Friday night.. I stayed at home to do a project..
Birthday project.. For my close friend's birthday.. 
I was doing in my sis' room and suddenly I felt that the light was "Brighter"!..
I also noticed that the light has an unknown sound.. 'Tzze tzzze...'
So, I quickly turned off the light and continue my work..

However, the living room's light was giving the same scene..
We really have no idea what happened.. Memang tak ade knowledge langsung!..
Suddenly, we heard an exploded sound and cheng cheng cheng..
The whole area was black out!!... Of course including our house!..
We checked the main switch and found that it was a jump..
So, we turned it On and wondering.. What is happening?..

**We stil do not know what happened.. Bodoh nya~~

We were worried that the exploded sound came from our newly bought LCD tv..
So, dengan confident nya, I pulled out the tv adapter and plugged to the main plug..
Cheng cheng.. Tv is okie.. Still working... Still.. Only 3 Seconds..
"Poof".. The tv gone blank and we saw smoke coming out from the tv!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Immediately we switch off everything and of course at the same time..
We shouted and yelled to each other lor.. Pandai pandai trying the tv la~~~~

**Proved that we are just sooooo stupid.. hmm..

I found out that the fan was working just a little bit too aggressive..
So, I turned it to level 1.. And it was still the same!! Very FAST!..
So, I thought that it might be somesort of power overloading..
We turned off everything including the main switch and called TNB...

What happened was.. Someone stupid without brain but somehow still can steal...
Has stolen the Resistance!!! It has affected the whole area to be power overloading!!!
OMG~ What the heck?!.. Stealing Resistance????!!!!

I cursed that thief or thieves.. Kena electricity.. Pengsan tengah jalan..
So ridiculous! It was sooo dangerous!.. Especially to ppl like us!..
NO KNOWLEDGE at all about this power or voltan or.. Dunno la!.. haha!
Everything was in settled only at about 3am~~~

Dammmmmmmmmmmit!......

So.. That's what happened actually...
Please take note and learn from this story ya...
If you somehow *touchwood facing the same situation..
Please remember to turn off everything.. The main switch..
Don't ever go and try anything *including ur tv and makes thing worse!
Hahaha~ Of course.. J's family has learnt their lesson...

Conclusion.. My tv kong.. My modem kong.. My wireless router kong..
Luckily~~~~ My laptop is still in Pink of Health!!.. =D

Too Much.. Drama..

~J~
Jason Siah